25th Nov,9pm i went out to fetch Inez home.I was hoping to have laughters when sending her home ,but things occur other way round ...
When i saw her,i wondering is she working anot? The way she dress herself ?is she really working ? i guess not,so i scolded her about her attire..Normally,if you angry will need time to cool down somemore after many angers. So i just don't want talk much..
Its okay nvm,you say i lie to you? I don't think i really lied,just that i gave wrong details. I admit,its my fault to delete the msg but must you treat me so bad ? its been days,hours & secs. I feel so hurt,do you know? I really miss the sweet momments of Inez.At your house area,my fault again.I tried to seek attention from you,yet you seems to ignore/push/attitude me so i've tried to push you to tell you but you still give a stupid attitude? Have you ever wonder your lies do even hurt me more? So what if its a white lie,it still do hurt me alot,begin to lost trust in you. You ask me to say out the lies you did,i can say out but i don't wish to because i want us to be more peace,sweet & lovely. Argh,its been 2 days & i've been treating you nicely just hope you would treat me much better but i didn't expect you making the whole problem worst,you still treat me as a stranger. Seriously,this 2 nights before i sleep , i asked myself do you still love me ? You say yes, but what i feel is no? You called me EH,talked to me like friends/strangers? What a joke,you hurt me again !! Are you making fun of this love? Are you making fun of me? Can you tell me ? I really hope that we would be peace,but why must you like this to me ? Day past again ...
Today,wake up msg you sweetly yet ..receive a stupid msg from you. Well, nevermind . I really thinks that today is a bad bad day,a seriously disasterous day. 2pm,you told me you be right back. So i give you off , and i solo tag hearts . But after that i went off and rest, you say why i use that acc,and i say its not me. But something came out worst,you msg me told me you dengue,i asked you why.you say you're joking with me so nvm,i take it as a joke but when we're in a game i saw you play until so professional already . It makes me feel that you're at lan,so i asked you:"are you a LAN SHOP?" You say at home,nevermind lor. Then again,you say "i got dengue" i say are you okay baby? you say joking again . WTF -.- ,after that game ends,i saw a internet cafe sign .. wow,what the hell are you trying to hint me then? what the hell is wrong with you? Are you gone nuts ? why lie to me ? you say at home? Home , got internet cafe sign? holy shyt , you makes me cry infront of my mum AGAIN..i think i deserve much ppl's sympathy but i don't need. Many ppl say you've changed,why not you try and think harder,did you change?
You say won't msn ,so i believe you and i didnt use it but end up,you lied.
you say won't go lan without me,yet you go lan with don't know who,you lied again.
This two serious lie,can straight away makes me be such a failure.
Why must you break this relationship? Why can't we peace? Is it so difficult? I love you so much,why must you treat me that way? I really love you...